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my heart aches..
im really sorry for what i've done
i promise, i will change for the better
im sorry that i've hurt your feelings..
i never meant for it to happen
regretting does not change anything...
im really sorry...
*****a****e***
i feel so imperfect...
so left out...
nothing i do ever please people
only make them hate me more
what can i do?
tell them im a evil person since primary school?
and that it is in my nature?
i cant change it?
even if i tell them that...
they wouldnt care...
they never did anyway..
they only lecture and never really care..
i wish...
that i was never born...
i'd stay in either heaven or hell still..
never get reincarnated..
maybe like that, everyone would be happy
their lives would change for the better without me...
i really wish...
and i feel that im not suited for being a christian..
i should go back to how i used to be...
just bottling things up inside..
and spewing out all the vulgarities..
life was a breeze then...
4 63837 926833 86 36 8447...
ok..
im freaking bored...
anyway,
life in secondary school is much different now..
-.-'
i seriously have nth to write...
and i feel that im drifting away from my primary school friends..
oh wait...
i AM drifting away from them
haha...
just when i thought we had those good times...
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