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you know, im so fucking scared that you hate me, gonna delete me from msn, dont believe that i didnt delete you purposely. seriously, you have to get a life, its not like you are the only one who has a limit and have a very 'good' attitude. we tried talking to you but you dont wanna talk to us, what do we do? just continue walking and observe. but when you walked away from us, at least we made the fucking effort to chase after you. but do you know we did that? NO! because you are too fucking thinking about how we 'ignored' you. did you know im ignore almost ALL the time in primary 6 while you get so much attention? NO! because you were too busy basking in the glory of attention! nobody cared at that time and i dealt with it okay? so stop all your bullshitting and seriously get a life! and writing like that on your facebook wall is seriously not throwing my face away, but yours actually. now people know how you actually treat your friends who were there for you during primary school. guess you have forgotten about what we did for you huh? well dont worry, we dont really give a damn anyway. oh wait, its just me and some other people whos life you have fucked up for 5 years! so if you are planning to say sorry to us, forget it, the friendship is long over from today onwards. hahaha, and just to think that i wanted to apologise to you, but i actually realised that you wont accept it because you were to arrogant to accept it! so what if you attack me with all those words? it may hurt my feelings, and heart, but im not those type who will commit suicide just because of that! i admit, im afraid of death, because i dont wanna leave my friends and family alone, causing them to be sad, but how about you have you ever thought about us? i dont think so because you freaking walked out on us! everybody want to know whats wrong, and how we can help, but you keep them all bottled up, and you always say people dont understand you. well of course no one understands you if you dont fucking tell them whats wrong! yet you still thank people for disappointing you. you steal, act like you know everything, but the truth is that you actually are weak without the ATTENTION you need. just face it, you are basicly useless without it. to tell the truth, since primary school you have been a bastard, cant take a joke, bursting into anger just for that small thing. haha, we all took all your bullshit and just beared with it, hoping you would change, but did you? NO! because you were too egoistic and didnt give a damn about people's feeling. and i feel that you are seriously desperate, if not, why did you make her your 'sex partner'? its not like she will do it with you, so wait long long!
ps, if you are reading this, please dont bother commenting on it because i feel you are basically wasting your time. dont worry about me, heh, like you will, i have a lot of time to spare. so just stfo and gtfo :)
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